Fuck the world! Urg! I'm so pissed right now! I hate my fucking life! I hate everybody at school and I hate my parents! Life seriously sucks right now. My parents are such hypocrites and they will never understand how I feel and or the way I am. They were never treated like total shit the way I have been. Oh sure my mom says shes been picked on but she's never been cyberbullied! She's never been the outsider and the loner. She was the cheerleader who had everything she ever freaking wanted. She was even in a couple beauty pageants and she was skinny and pretty. My dad was the freaking football player in collage. A very typical marriage if you ask me. I hate new classes and being the one nobody wants to talk to. I'm freaking invisible! I hate myself and the way I look! I hate being forced to be in a group for projects or have to be someone's partner because I know that person doesn't want to be around me. They hate me for who I am and I'm sick of it! Why does everyone hate me so freaking much?! I wish there was a answer to that because the truth is there isn't a reason. Some people are just cold hearted to the bone. I wish I was skinny and and pretty! URG! Why can't my dad see me for who I am and not what he wants me to be? I don't even know anymore. I hate feeling this way.